When people ask me questions now, I only reply, “I don’t know.”

I thought I may have reached the point of total exhaustion.

I thought I may have become numb and apathetic.

I thought I may have lost my strength.

I simply came to the end of myself and got comfortable with the limits of my control.

I came to the end of myself…

Now I am calm.

Now I am peaceful.

Now I just wait…